Hello universe!
How’s it going?
This updated timeline we’re all running now is a legitimate flustercuck. Wherever one cares to look, things are getting worse.
After quite a bit of turning and looking and turning and looking… and then looking while turning… the one common variable I couldn’t deny through all that spinning observation, the element that was everywhere I turned and looked…
was me.
Not to overlook the rest of you here – at least not to slight your presence in the process as you see fit.
You do you and all that.
I promise not to impede nor impose.
In fact what I came to realize is the only variable in the chaos of which I’m in full control in this situation that seems more dreamscape than reality
is me.
And my internal self trying to find answers (or at a minimum, solace) in a world gone sideways – a world where it seems fewer and fewer care to see.
That may be more than the universe is obliged to offer – I get it – but that doesn’t change my intent to settle for nothing less than living peacefully as my real self.
For too long I tolerated the chicanery inherent in our lives as they exist here. I thought:
I was broken.
That my shortcomings were the disconnect. That version of me no longer exists. Explaining why and how that’s unfolding is what this is all about. Or partly about. It’s definitely in the mix.
I do know these messes like the one we all find ourselves mired within – well they don’t fix themselves.
I think we might be running out of time to do something about it.
If I’m being totally honest.
So yeah, yeah – call me out for starting late here… I deserve it.
I should have gotten this project going long before January 2, 2022. Unfortunately, starting things at the last possible second is kind of my thing/burden to manage this go round on 867-5309 Earth.
When I do show up, I come ready.
Persist I will until the job’s 100% completed.
Listen in if you are so inclined, but do so with at least a 2x uptick in playback speed. You’ll thank me later for all the time saved.
I add to my nonsense daily, or at least I try to. If I’m absent for a day or two it’s nothing to be concerned about. I likely broke another phone or fell victim to some other equally unglamorous event.
I’ll return sooner or later…
probably later. Although lately…. likely sooner.
Like yourself I have some of life’s crossroads still to navigate. Many lessons yet to be learned – as do we all. There are still many people to meet and appreciate – help out if at all possible but only where needed.
In doing so, I promise not to forego any of life’s rewards I’ve yet to experience!
Nor should you!
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